Recent Entries
What To F***ING DO?!?
i need to stop hoping for stuff to happen, when im not even sure if anything will happen, but theres just something about this person that i fell in l... read more
The Best Thing That Has Happened To Me In A Long Time!!!!
The other night I met this guy for the first time so I wasnt for sure about him because of what people had said about him, but that night I hung ... read more
I'm LOVING it!!!!!!!!
The other day July 22, i stayed at my ex's brothers place with him and his girlfriend and i had lots of fun, then yesterday July 23, i hung out with t... read more
Wow he talked to me!
last wed when i was at work i got a text from my ex and he told me sorry i ruined your life, and once i saw that i started to freak out becasue i didn... read more
Scared I'm going to go after him when I see him..
(wrote a week ago) I have no clue what to do right now, because my ex's brother told me that he was going to be home this week (a week of 2 ago)a... read more
Not for Sure on What to do, I Just Wish I Knew... College
Well, I want to get all set up for college and all of that stuff, and I want to get it done soon so then I can see whats going on and so then I will f... read more
Not So Good Right Now..
this is not cool!! ok, im going on to 5 or 6 months that i have not been with my ex and for some reason i feel like crap still, its like im over him m... read more
Better But Yet Again I'm Not!!
We will just have to say sin i have last wrote a blog i'm a bit better but yet again I still feel like crap, we will have to say that i went in to the... read more
Scared!! What To Do?!?
i have no clue what to do any more! i feel so bad! i have been getting to the point to where i think i have to do stupid stuff to myself all the time ... read more
